GREEDY LIFE LOVE

This particular post goes out to all those people out there who seem to have everything going well for them but fail to appreciate or rather acknowledge the source that they got it from. They are always not satisfied, keep asking for more and in the end, they lose everything.

GREEDY LIFE LOVE

Was it questionable…I had thrown this question directly at myself…but staggering at the thought of the answer was my heart. He got me all the fresh roses he could pick in our mini garden..they were quite enough…but I wanted the extremely beautiful ones already vased that I always saw through the glass whenever I passed the supermarket….his drawings of me were beautiful and natural but I wanted a professional photograph…oh I forgot with a frame…he ploughed the farm day and night so that the earth can produce rich food for us out of its nutritious fold…but I wanted the processed food stuffs in the malls…I wanted the feeling of having to do my own grocery and be part of the supposed many walking out with grocery bags…he designed beautiful clothes for me but yet I wanted the ones the celebrities wore…oh yes…I wanted to look titled to…and yes oh..how can I forget..how he mixed different flowers together…I never could tell how he did it but the fragrance was all I could think òf…yet I wanted the branded bottled expensive perfumes…to have something to chat about in the salon…Permit me…it was more than questionable…it was unspeakable and unheard of…but no, I would push it aside…act like everything was okay…blinded by my wild seemingly evil ambition…yes because I was uncertain of the later productivity…ignorance..no that was far of because the other part of my senses were intact…stupidity seemed to be my latest forte and my folly was laughing directly in my face without making an attempt to hide its facial expression..but I remained undaunted and shaken by my bizarre reasoning…I wondered if I questioned the future insurance…my happiness and everything pertaining to the entirety of my being..pride had already befriended me and for chrissakes he was my best friend…We had come a long way…very long way indeed…I thought about breaking out from the friendship..but I was contemplating and I was taking forever..I lived my life without tomorrow security…but today’s unsurety…and yes I was still contemplating..though I knew I was already late…but all along it was you…yes you not me…