I still love her more than anyone in this world.

We were in the same school, at first we were friends actually good friends but things have changed. I don’t know how I fell in love with her. I was residing in a hostel and she was a local. So we generally meet during class only. I rememberd her laugh, her anger, her frustration, her coolness, everything, every single moment that I have spent with her. With every passing of second, my love for her was increasing exponentially but I had never confessed my love.

I was afraid from the feeling of losing her. I was afraid what if she said no.. What if she broke our friendship..I was so dumb that I never got over this feeling of losing her. Everything was going well, at least we were good friends. But then suddenly things have changed. Some bad things happened (even I can’t even say anonymsly). She didn’t want to see me again, not any more. I had nothing to do with that bad situation but she didn’t give me a single chance to explain everything.

Even after 5 years of this… Still deep down I love her.. I wanted to tell her every thing.. I wanted to tell her how much I love her.. but now she has someone else in her life.. So I don’t want to disturb her. May be I feel happy to see her from a distance. I don’t know how to overcome this feeling. Even today I am waiting for her. I am ready to give all my love to her.But I don’t know what to do in this situation.

By Akash Gupta

So guys, what do you think of this story? Have you found yourself in this kind of situation before, struggling to let go of someone you once loved? Someone you never even got the chance to express your feelings to but for some reason, just shut you out?

Let me know your thoughts in the comment section.


  1. Hmmm, have felt it be4 but I’m glad I never spoke it out. Glory to God men because I can confidently say by God’s grace that I would have fainted if we had an actual relationship so thank God 😁😁

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  2. I remember my first ever crush. Well i told him how i felt and it didn’t end well bcus uncle was now feeling fly lol.. I learnt my lesson the hard way 😁

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  3. I’ve been here before. I have a first love, and this story is very similar to how my story with my first love went. All through secondary school I couldn’t tell her my heart’s message; I was crazy shy. Years passed, we remained as good friends, in fact, became better friends. I got into the Uni, and realized I could’ve asked her out (I had all the courage and time and opportunity), but I decided to let go. I deemed it as not been feasible anymore. We’re still friends, and she’s married. πŸ˜‰

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  4. Hmmm… I would say I’ve experienced something similar before… but I just let go after sometime after all it’s only just a feeling right?

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